Post by Thylacine on Dec 29, 2006 15:16:00 GMT -5
cri;
i can't waste my tears on her
cry, my child, cry[/color]
i can't waste my tears on her
cry, my child, cry[/color]
Wind whistled between the cliffs, nearly drowning out the sound of the constant humming that had kept the setting sun mare company since a few days after birth. Still, the faerie could hear, could reflect, could notice her surroundings. Careful, wench, there's a drop. Duck, mite, here comes a tree. With nary a sound save her buzzing, the palomino stopped, sightless eyes peering about her. She had never seen the colors that so many talk about. She couldn't tell you that her eyes were really the brightest blue, hidden behind the milky white that pushed aside the color. She could "see" things - pictures could easily be painted with sound, if your harks were tuned specifically for that job. And here she was, not far up on a tall mountain where the wind threatened to break the strong trees. Here she grazed.
Nares flared to catch the scent of another, flutes twitched for the same job. Tail was still for only the suicidal bugs would dare come up this high, to feast perhaps once and then be struck against the rock to have the blood splattered into the wind. No, Cri had nothing to fear.
Cri - the name of the bytch who so many had looked down upon. Sure, she had started innocent enough - a filly whose mother had been forcebred by two legs to create the perfect morgan equine. They had clapped each other on the back, praising their brilliance, until one had noticed the flicka's eyes. They cursed then, slapping her mother about her eyes until she, too, was near blind.
They visited each day, hoping the filly was dead. It was against their code of "honor" to kill any horse unless it was in pain - and Cri, the filly only her mother had named, was like any other filly. She just stumbled a bit more. Strangely, they noticed her a sound emitting from the filly that none other produced. At the same time, her accidents happened less and less. Though they wouldn't kill her, they turned her loose so she could die. She didn't die, but she learned hate.
Her hate was deeper than the fear forced upon her when her mother spoke of two legs. Now she wished them dead, wished all dead. But she wouldn't kill them - no, it would be suicide even to attempt. She left, and the dark palomino was seen no more along that area.
Though she didn't know it, the two legs that had turned her out searched for her. They had told their friends in other places about this strange foal, and many wished to buy her from them. But she was no longer theirs, and they cursed the day they let her go. She cursed the days she spent in fear without doing something to hurt them.
So here she was, where the wind ripped at her sanity. It couldn't grab hold - oh, no, not when her mind was locked behind the iron bars of her own cold heart. The heart that had never loved - probably never could love. The heart that once was innocent, yet her innocent was ripped away. A wild heart fueled by fury, "don't mess with me" written in every curve of her body. Who would dare to climb so high to reach the mare that haunted the dreams of the idiot two legs?