I am Here and You cant Make me Leave

[Someday]

^{ooh, it's so pritty. it makes my old home look...old. this place seems magic. like the place where a princess can live. but then a thot strikes me. what if i took the wrong path? what if this is not really my home? i feel a sinking feeling as i realize my thots. it could be true. what if this isn't really my new home? i give a breath of hesitating. i didn't want to leave. it was too much amazing. but this place feels like home. it feels like home. it just does. i sigh. i am killing myself with my worrywart thots. of course this is my home. i can not have taken teh rong way...can i? well, only time could tell. i only have to wait for him to come. but what if this really was someone else's land?}

[Red♥]

Red trotted up to unnamed. He smield softly. Giving her a gentle nuzzle. What do ya think? Red looked at her questionlingly. He smield softly. Tell me Unnamed, about your past? If you wish that is.

Soory my muse is gone almost, *slaps self for sucky post*

[Someday]

<sup>ooc: lol. I know how it feels like.

ic: i feel his warmth on mine, and i hear his words. 'this is the rite, place, rite?' i ask. i think i had a confused expression. i quickly made up by saying, 'um, nevermind. i, uh, think its lovely. its beautiful. i want to stay forever.' then i sigh. its not easy to be talking about my past. because then i must relive the shame of my life. but how will i ever truly feel at home and happy, if i am not to tell the truth? i breathe. 'my past is confusing. i was born to a herd where names are prized. they are given out depending on what you do. something outstanding. it is bileeved, i bileeve, that our names are given to us by our god, Sun, and goddess, Moon. i had never done anything...different. i had no friends. mother was vary worried. she wanted me to be happi. she wanted to be proud of me. but i could never do anything. i was always worser. grandmami was worried that perhaps a hidden secret of my mother's had made Moon angry, to cast a curse on me so that i could never be important. i bileeve it still. mother did not, tho, so they argued. it is against our holy laws to fight, so thei mainly argued. their, our relationship fell apart, and my poor old grandmami now ha-hates me and mother. she rarely looks me anymore. Isle, our storyteller had claimed that grandmami had been visited by Sun and Moon in her dreams. she had been scolded. and now she acts different. i reely cant bileeve. shortly after my third winter, mother sent me away to find a better life.' now i lay still, silent, surprised at how much i speak. its been so long since i cood tok so free.</sup>

[Red♥]

Red smiled softly. Yes this is the right place. Mlove. he listened softly to her. His whip cord flipping softly. His red pelt glittering brightly from the sun his pelt soft and silky. His ebony pools gazeing softly into hers. well would you care to have a foal with me? It's up to you and i wont push you into anything your not ready for.

[Someday]

^{i feel releefed. this really is my home, now. can i forget mi past? i do not think it lykly, but as long as i am happi, i gess mother would be okay. a-okay. then i hear him say 'm'love'. wat is he meening? i even do not reely know him so well, but he still feels close enuff to call me love. i can not understand. this boiling within my face, within my body. within my middle, my heart. i suddenly realize how handsome he really seems to be. i sudenly realize every movement as happy, caring. i suddenly realize so much about him. tho it will take more time for me to know if i love him like the stories, when love is deep, i know enough that i would love him in time. and i haven't even been here for long. deep heart expressed on face, i look into his eyes, prod. i touch into his soul. i find good, pureness. i can not know if he is to only be using me, but i can only say the things i love. so i look, and say without breaking, 'you mean, a smaller one?' i feel giddy. does this mean i am to be adult soon? all my life is for. i am ready to devote, am i not? because i can say i like him enough to devote all me. 'yes.' i feel amazing.}

[Red♥]

_{Red tossed his dial softly, his ebony pools gazed softly into her's. His whipcord swiped softly as he awaited her answer. Yes, but only if it's what you want. Red smiled softly, nudging her shoulder softly with his maw. he lifted his dagger softly but droped it to the ground gently.}

[Someday]

^{i take comfort from his warm touch. i feel so nice. i think about the ones who call themselfes 'dark'. the ones that rebelled, and who claim that pain is their comfort. mother had dismissed them as insane. evil. hurting. our storyteller told the children stories of the darks and their sins. i think. how are they not able to feel warmth? to feel touching? they are hard. they are cold. unforgiving. but it doesn't mean they're bad, does it? they're just different horses with different natures. sure, they think of lights as pesky, annoying, stupid. but they are still horses. i think, i pity them. they cannot feel comfort, love. they can not feel it like i can. i tell him, 'yes. i think a little one will be enjoyable.' and that is that.}